Healing the Father Wound
An Online Retreat for Women
Anchor your power. Heal the Father. Stand in Sovereignty.
The Structure Is Returning
Reclaim the strength you never received
“The Father Wound Is Not a Memory. It’s an Imprint in Your Spine.”
The Father Wound is a 3-day online retreat for women ready to rebuild the masculine structure within—so the soul can finally rest, rise, and root in truth.
You’ll be guided through spine-based kriyas, somatic masculine rituals and collective reparenting transmissions to release ancestral patterns—including echoes from Cathar past lives—restore trust in inner authority and activate the sacred sword of your spine.
We’ll move from emotional collapse to containment.
From outsourcing safety to anchoring presence.
From chasing love to becoming the ground it lands in.
This is not about acting strong.
This is about embodying the structure that holds your becoming.
Do You Carry the Father Wound?
The Father Wound is not just a memory. It’s a frequency in your nervous system. A structure you never received. A pattern you keep repeating.
If you carry it, you might…
🔻 In the Body:
- Collapse your shoulders or spine when under pressure
- Clench your jaw, over-control your breath, or struggle to relax
- Feel safest when no one is watching—because being seen never felt safe
- Carry shame for needing rest, support, or emotional protection
🔻 In Relationships:
- Attract emotionally unavailable or avoidant partners
- Over give, mother or fix men to feel secure
- Confuse chaos for passion and silence for safety
- Collapse in grief when someone leaves—because they always do
- Stay small, compliant or accommodating to avoid abandonment
🔻 In Money + Purpose:
- Undervalue your offerings or wait for permission to lead
- Self-sabotage when success begins to grow
- Avoid structure, then feel lost without it
- Chase consistency but resist routine
- Fear being seen in your full power—because no one modeled how to hold it
🔻 In Spirit:
- Distrust “God the Father”
- Feel exiled from the masculine aspect of the Divine
- Try to self-heal everything alone
- Burn out in service because it feels safer to give than receive
“I’m tired of doing it all alone.
I want to be supported —but I don’t trust anyone to stay.”
You Were Born in the Collapse
Now You’re Here to Rebuild
🪐 Born Between Masculine Collapse + Rebuild
In 1989–1990, Saturn and Neptune met in Capricorn—the sign of the Father.
This rare conjunction marked the collapse of trust in masculine systems: fathers, institutions and spiritual authority.
Those born with Pluto in Scorpio (1983–1995) inherited that collapse in their bones. They learned to:
- Distrust structure
- Over-function to feel safe
- Do it all alone, then resent it
- Seek out weak men and try to save them
Now, in February 2026, Saturn and Neptune will meet again—this time in Aries.
This is not a collapse. It’s a rebirth.
The masculine is being rebuilt from the inside out.
And it starts in your spine.
This retreat initiates that rebuild—through structure, somatic fire and spiritual containment.
There’s a Key in Your Chart
Your Unconscious Sun placement reveals the structure you never received—and the gifts you came here to deliver.
🔴 The Red Sun Rises in You
You weren’t just wounded by your father.
You were born under a dimmed sun—where masculine energy collapsed into absence, control, or fear.
And yet, deep within your chart, the fire still lives.
Your birth chart doesn’t just tell a story—it carries a solar blueprint:
A map of where you lost trust in protection, in guidance, in being held.
And where you’re now being asked to rebuild the masculine from the inside out.
His silence became your structure.
His fear became your restraint.
His collapse became your compass.
But the Red Sun didn’t come to burn you.
It came to build you.
The Red Sun doesn’t yell. It stands.
The Red Sun doesn’t abandon. It contains.
The Red Sun doesn’t rush. It radiates.
🔥 Inside this retreat, we’ll look at your chart to locate:
- The placement of your Sun —how your will power was shaped
- Key houses that hold your internal masculine coding (1st, 4th, 8th, 10th)
- How the Father archetype lives in your body, lineage and leadership
- The energy signature of collapse vs. containment in your chart
- Where the Red Sun is asking to rise and rebuild structure now
You’ll engage this through meditation, breathwork, spinal kriyas, trauma release exercises —not through effort, but through presence.
This is not about understanding your chart intellectually.
It’s about living the architecture your chart was asking for all along.
You won’t just decode the wound.
You’ll become the structure that holds the healing.
"I honestly feel like I’ve broken out of a prison I held myself in for so long. What a miracle it is to hear the voice of my body and let the not-self mind move aside. My heart is full."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"I feel more grounded and in my power. The kriyas and breathwork have shifted something. I’m not playing small anymore to make others feel big. I finally feel like I deserve to take up space."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"I realized I had tied my food restrictions to spiritual starvation. I forgave myself. I started blessing my food. I started feeling desire again—for life, for nourishment. This retreat gave me that."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"I’m feeling safe in my body—trusting it, rather than trying to manipulate it. My boundaries feel simple. My real self is becoming more clear. This is self-sovereignty. This is sacred."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"These retreats continue to change my life. I feel inspired to follow my heart and trust my body. I’m learning how to live from my spine—not from fear."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
🔥 For the Divine Feminine on the Twin Flame Journey
You thought you were waiting for him.
But you were waiting for you—
the part of you that would finally stop collapsing in his absence.
This retreat isn’t about chasing union.
It’s about reclaiming the structure that makes union possible.
Because the truth is, many Twin Flames never reunite in this life.
Not because they aren’t meant to…
But because the feminine keeps outsourcing her spine
to men who were never built to hold her.
This retreat is a sacred rite for women who are ready to stop:
- fawning over unavailable men
- mothering wounded masculines
- collapsing into “someday love”
- confusing karmic pull for spiritual partnership
Instead, you’ll be guided to:
- Build your own masculine energetic structure
- Strengthen your inner container so your soul can root
- Anchor devotion, rhythm, and truth in your body
- Prepare for real union by becoming what you seek
You’re not here to be the daughter of a weak man.
You’re here to become the ground the true masculine rises from.
If he’s meant for you, he will rise to meet you.
And if not, the Red Sun within you will be more than enough.
Pricing
Full Replay Access
$111.00
- Full access to the live retreat
- Saturn & Father Wound guide by sign + house ( I will need to send this to you according to your chart.
- All class and meditation recordings
- Two post-retreat integration sessions
- Downloadable files: slides, PDFs, audios (lifetime access)
💛 A Portion of Every Purchase Helps Protect Children
I donate monthly to Operation Underground Railroad (O.U.R.), an organization committed to rescuing children from sex trafficking and exploitation around the globe. They work to: Rescue children on the ground through covert missions Provide trauma-informed aftercare for survivors Support safe adoption and long-term healing solutions "Our resolve never falters and we will faithfully persevere until every child is safe." This work is sacred to me. Your support helps protect the most vulnerable among us — and restores safety where innocence was stolen.
