“I recored this on my birthday in 2012. I was living in a RV and it was the first birthday I spent alone in over 15 years. My marriage had ended. Friends and community left. All alone and my heart was broken but my soul was alive. What kept me going was my sadhana practice and serving others through teaching and recording these videos on my youtube channel.”
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I wore the turban at that time - it held me through seven years of spiritual discipline, purification and the refining of my consciousness. My soul outgrew the costume - it wasn't  betrayal—it was evolution.