Sacred Sexual Alchemy
An Online Retreat for Women
Reclaim your Creative Radiance
Sept 12 - 14, 2025
Your sexual energy is your creative energy.
As the old structures collapse - this current will be your NEW power source.
This Is Not Just About Sex
It’s about the very energy that fuels your creativity, your truth and your sovereignty — the life force you will need to thrive as the world shifts into the Cross of the Sleeping Phoenix in 2027.
For centuries, your current has been feared, shamed and controlled — from lifetimes where your sexuality was branded heretical, to vows of celibacy that severed you from your own body, to the unspoken rules that taught you your desire was dangerous.
You may still carry the residue of times when sexual energy meant risk — pregnancy without choice, exile from your community or the weight of guilt and blame. So you learned to suppress it. To wrap your radiance in layers of propriety. To exile your own pleasure to the shadows.
But your sexual energy is your creative energy. It’s the same current that births art, vision, business, love and life itself. When you suppress it - you suppress yourself.
This retreat is where you reclaim it — not for someone else, not for a partner but for you. For your body. For your truth. For the woman you came here to be.
The Fire Is Returning
Reclaim the life force you were taught to fear
“Your sexual energy is not a danger. It’s the very current that births your truth.”
The Sex and Sexuality Retreat is a 3-day online initiation for women ready to reclaim their sexual and creative power — the life force that fuels your art, your voice, and your sovereignty. Together, we will dissolve centuries of suppression — from vows of celibacy to the shaming of female desire — and reawaken the body’s natural capacity for pleasure, power, and creation.
You’ll be guided through body-based kriyas, erotic innocence practices, and collective remembrance rituals to release ancestral fear and shame — including echoes from Cathar lifetimes — restoring your right to feel, to create, and to belong fully in your own body.
You’ll move from sexual shutdown to full creative flow.
From hiding your fire to anchoring it in sovereignty.
From carrying shame to becoming the ground your power stands on.
This is not about performing desire.
This is about embodying the current that fuels your becoming.
Do You Carry Sexual + Creative Suppression?
Sexual repression isn’t just about the bedroom. It’s a shutdown of your creative life force — the same current that fuels your art, love, prosperity and connection to the Divine.
If you carry it, you might…
In the Body:
- 🔻 Feel tension or pain in your pelvis, hips, or lower back
- 🔻 Experience irregular cycles, low libido, or lack of arousal
- 🔻 Notice tightness in the jaw, throat, or chest when speaking your desires
- 🔻 Carry extra weight or chronic fatigue from stagnant energy
- 🔻 Feel numb, disconnected, or shut down during intimacy
In Relationships:
- 🔻 Stay in passionless or unfulfilling connections because “it’s fine”
- 🔻 Feel unseen, unchosen, or underappreciated by partners
- 🔻 Avoid deep intimacy out of fear of rejection or being “too much”
- 🔻 Attract partners who are emotionally or sexually unavailable
- 🔻 Mistake drama or withdrawal for chemistry and love
In Money + Purpose:
- 🔻 Feel creatively blocked or uninspired
- 🔻 Struggle to initiate or finish creative projects
- 🔻 Have money plateaus that mirror your lack of pleasure
- 🔻 Resist visibility or self-promotion out of fear of being desired or judged
- 🔻 Feel like abundance is always “almost” there but never fully arrives
In Spirit:
- 🔻 Feel cut off from the Divine Feminine or the sacred aspect of sexuality
- 🔻 Distrust your own desires, thinking they’re dangerous or selfish
- 🔻 Sense you’re here for a deeper union — with self, others and Source — but can’t quite touch it
- 🔻 Carry guilt or shame from past life vows of celibacy, religious repression or sexual trauma
- 🔻 Feel like your fire/ passion has been dimmed and long to remember what it’s like to burn
You may also see these patterns reflected in your astrology or Human Design chart — revealing deeper karmic and energetic themes that shape your sexual and creative expression.
Possible Human Design & Astrology Indicators:
- 🔻 Chiron in the 8th House — deep soul work around intimacy, power and trust
- 🔻 Chiron in Scorpio — wounds and healing in sexual expression and emotional merging
- 🔻 Pluto in Scorpio generation — here to transmute collective sexual trauma and reclaim sacred sexuality
- 🔻 Gate 59 (Channel of Mating) — sexual energy as a mutative force, currently undergoing a major shift toward 2027
- 🔻 Gate 36 (Darkening of the Light) — learning to navigate emotional crises in intimacy
- 🔻 Black Moon Lilith in personal or relational houses — reclaiming exiled feminine power
You Were Born in the Collapse
Now You’re Here to Rebuild
🔥 Born Between Creative Collapse + Rebirth
In the early 2020s, the rise of AI began replacing human work at an unprecedented speed.
Entire industries, once built on human imagination, started outsourcing creation to algorithms.
The world’s structures shifted again — not from war or famine, but from the quiet erosion of our creative fire.
Those born with their Sexual Wound Gate active in their chart feel this collapse in their bones. They’ve carried lifetimes of suppression — where sexuality, art, and life force were separated, shamed, or controlled. They learned to:
- Create only what was “safe” or approved.
- Silence their wild ideas in fear of rejection.
- Over-give their energy to others’ visions instead of their own.
- Forget that their sexuality and creativity are the same current of life.
Now, as we approach 2027 and the Phoenix mutation, the call is clear:
This is not the death of human creativity.
It’s the resurrection.
The New Earth will not be built by code.
It will be birthed through bodies alive with creative fire.
And it starts in your root and your womb.
This retreat reclaims that current — uniting your sexuality and creativity — so you can become a living channel for what only you can bring into the world.
There’s a Key in Your Chart
Your Sexual Wound Gate & Line reveals the sexual/creative pattern you inherited — and the gift it’s asking you to embody.
Your Karmic Sexual Wound
You weren’t just shaped by your personal experiences. You were born carrying an inherited imprint — a sexual and creative blueprint passed down through your ancestral line. It’s karmic. It’s encoded in your body. And it’s been calling for reclamation your whole life.
This is the place where your natural magnetism was distorted — where pleasure, intimacy, and creative fire were shamed, suppressed, or misused. It taught you to hide your erotic truth, dim your creative expression, or keep your desires behind closed doors.
But this wound isn’t here to break you. It’s here to awaken you.
Your Gate (Gene Key) reveals the theme. Your Line shows how you live it. Your Center shows where it sits in the body. Your chart isn’t just a story — it’s a magnetic map that shows you exactly where energy has been blocked and how to set it free.
Inside this retreat, we’ll locate:
- Your Sexual Wound & Line — the karmic/ancestral sexual wound you came to heal.
- The Center it’s rooted in (Heart/Will, Throat, Solar Plexus, etc.) and how that shapes your magnetism.
- The Shadow pattern in intimacy, creativity and prosperity — and the nervous system story underneath.
- The Gift & Siddhi hidden inside your wound — your natural erotic/creative genius.
- Somatic practices to rewire your attraction field so you draw in high‑frequency relationships and opportunities.
We’ll use somatic release, breathwork, voice & movement activation, and creative ritual — not through force, but through presence.
This isn’t about decoding your chart as an idea.
It’s about embodying the magnetic field your soul has asked for all along.
You won’t just decode your wound. You’ll become the magnet that heals it.
What You’ll Receive
- Sexual Wound Gate Guide
by Gate, Line, and Center to locate your karmic sexual wound and reclaim your creative power - Spinal & Pelvic Activation Practices
Kundalini yoga, meditations, and somatic exercises to awaken your core and sexual life-force energy - Creative Repatterning Rituals
to dissolve shame, rewrite ancestral contracts, and restore pleasure as your birthright - Magnetic Feminine Transmission Sessions
with group response + intuitive channeling from the collective erotic field - Somatic Grounding + Breathwork
to anchor safety in your body through presence, slow rhythm, and breath - Live Kajabi Zoom Sessions
with replays available for 14 days - Access to a Private Community Forum
hosted on my website through Kajabi - Live Group Rooms
small-group intimacy (3–5 participants) — sharing, witnessing, and reflection - Retreat PDF Guidebook
with journaling prompts, archetypal teachings, and creative embodiment practices - Optional Lifetime Access
all teaching videos, meditations, audios, PDFs, slides, and music playlist
"The whole thing built upon itself in a very organized way so that ILLUMINATION flowed evenly and inevitably. Piece by piece my ‘wound’ felt attended to. Very elegantly, gently … the process of this retreat made clear the very moment my ‘rebel’ was created … and that coiled dissonance very simply unwound and released. I feel 100 percent held by my own Divine Masculine now—an essence I can TRUST. This retreat was EXCELLENT for me."
- Father Wound Retreat
"I honestly feel like I’ve broken out of a prison I held myself in for so long. What a miracle it is to hear the voice of my body and let the not-self mind move aside. My heart is full."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"I feel more grounded and in my power. The kriyas and breathwork have shifted something. I’m not playing small anymore to make others feel big. I finally feel like I deserve to take up space."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"This retreat really cracked me open and I experienced the most profound spiritual awakening I have encountered thus far on my spiritual path. I felt energy move through my body and release blockages—some were painful, others were blissful. I have made peace with my father and even felt empowered to display his photo for the first time since he passed. My connection to God has transformed. I honestly feel that I have healed my Father Wound and found peace"
- Father Wound Retreat Participant
"I am now confident that I am never too much. And that I will not entertain relationships that don’t have room for and appreciate all of me. I want to practice more and more being in the body consciously. The teachings give so much clarity and confirmation. This retreat has given me the permission to rise with or without the men in my life."
-Father Wound Retreat Participant
"I realized I had tied my food restrictions to spiritual starvation. I forgave myself. I started blessing my food. I started feeling desire again—for life, for nourishment. This retreat gave me that."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"I’m feeling safe in my body—trusting it, rather than trying to manipulate it. My boundaries feel simple. My real self is becoming more clear. This is self-sovereignty. This is sacred."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
"These retreats continue to change my life. I feel inspired to follow my heart and trust my body. I’m learning how to live from my spine—not from fear."
— Lilith Retreat Participant
🔥 For the Divine Feminine on the Twin Flame Path
This retreat isn’t about seduction or fixing your partner.
It’s about reclaiming the sexual and creative fire that is your birthright.
Because on the Twin Flame journey, sexual energy is never just physical —
it’s the carrier wave of your soul’s union.
When that current is blocked by shame, guilt, repression, or karmic entanglement,
your connection stalls… or becomes distorted.
This is the inner alchemy your union requires — even if the other is not yet ready.
In this container, you will:
- Release sexual suppression rooted in karmic, ancestral, and past-life trauma.
- Transform creative stagnation into life force that fuels your mission.
- Dissolve patterns of sexual sacrifice, over-giving, or energetic leaking.
- Anchor in self-sourced pleasure and radiance that naturally draws your counterpart (or your true match).
This is a sacred rite for women who are ready to stop:
- Collapsing into longing or “someday” love.
- Using sex to seek validation or safety.
- Confusing karmic pull with true soul union.
And instead, you will:
- Awaken your body as a temple of creation.
- Reclaim the magnetic power of your Sexual Wound Gate.
- Align your erotic and creative energy with your soul’s highest timeline.
- Become the source of the intimacy you seek.
💎 Whether your Twin Flame is in your life or not,
you will leave this retreat in union with your own body, power, and pleasure —
the true foundation for sacred partnership.
All sessions are live on Kajabi Live Rooms and available for replay shortly after.
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🜁 Sex & Sexuality Retreat Schedule
September 12 – 14, 2025
Friday – September 12
- 6:30 PM – 8:30 PM (PST): Opening Circle
- Energetic field opening, intention setting, reclaiming sexual & creative fire
Saturday – September 13
- 8:00 AM – 9:00 AM: Morning Meditation & Body Activation
- 11:30 AM – 2:30 PM: Teaching Session — Awakening Sexual & Creative Power
- Sexual Wound Gate teaching, somatic practices, erotic embodiment
- 3:30 PM – 6:00 PM: Creative Life Force Channeling & Prosperity
- Transforming suppressed energy into magnetic presence
- 7:30 PM – 9:30 PM: Sacred Union Practices & Kundalini Activation
Sunday – September 14
- 8:00 AM – 9:00 AM: Morning Meditation & Somatic Release
- 11:30 AM – 2:30 PM: Teaching Session — Channeling Sexual Energy into Creativity
- Aligning your erotic current with your highest soul path
- 3:30 PM – 5:00 PM: Closing Circle & Integration
Post-Retreat Integration
- Wednesday, September 17 – 5:30 PM: Support Meditation (Live)
- Sunday, September 21 – 2:30 PM: Group Consolidation Meditation
Times are in Pacific Standard Time (PST)
Choose Your Access
Step into sacred structure in the way that honors your rhythm.
Both options include the full retreat experience, 14-day replays, and integration support.
Full Access
$249
- Full access to the live retreat
- 14-day access to all replays and private community
- Sexual Wound guide by sign +line
- All ritual + meditations + movement recordings
- Two post-retreat integration sessions
- Downloadable files: slides, PDFs, audios (lifetime access)
Standard Access
$199
- Full access to the live retreat
- 14-day access to all replays and private community
- Sexual Wound guide by sign +line
- Two post-retreat integration sessions
You will receive an email after registering with full retreat access details.
There are no individual hot seats. You’ll be held in a frequency-based field with group resonance, deep somatic practices, and archetypal teachings.
💛 A Portion of Every Purchase Helps Protect Children
I donate monthly to an organization committed to rescuing children from sex trafficking and exploitation around the globe. They work to: Rescue children on the ground through covert missions Provide trauma-informed aftercare for survivors Support safe adoption and long-term healing solutions "Our resolve never falters and we will faithfully persevere until every child is safe." This work is sacred to me. Your support helps protect the most vulnerable among us — and restores safety where innocence was stolen.
Frequently Asked Questions
Are the meditations challenging?
The meditations are not physically demanding, but they are energetically advanced. They go deep. These practices are designed to bypass the surface mind and meet the ego directly. Whether you experience them as difficult depends on how fully you're willing to surrender to your Divine Self.
You will not be doing this alone. You’ll be supported by the collective energy of the group field—and by the presence I hold for you.
What’s the difference between your webinars and this retreat?
The retreat is a deeper portal. It’s designed to intensify the transformational energy through immersion, embodiment, and ritual sequencing.
Unlike webinars, which are primarily informational, this retreat combines live transmissions with integrated Kundalini Yoga meditations and somatic practices. This ensures the teachings aren’t just understood—they’re encoded into your nervous system and energetic body.
This is not a content series. It’s a transformational experience.
Can I begin before the live retreat starts?
Yes. On Wednesday, September 10 - you'll receive access to the retreat space, which includes pre-recorded videos to help you orient yourself. You can start exploring right away—each Human Design type has a dedicated 15-minute video to help you prepare for your journey.
You'll also find foundational teachings on Kundalini Yoga, emotional resistance, and the 2027 evolutionary shift—already waiting for you inside the temple.
Do I need to attend live?
No. All sessions are recorded and available for replay shortly after. If your nervous system needs spaciousness, you may move through the retreat on your own rhythm.
How long do I have access to the replays?
Standard access includes 14-day access to the retreat portal and community forum. Full Access includes downloadable audio, slides, and PDFs you can keep forever.
What’s the refund policy?
Due to the energetic nature of this container and immediate access to materials, there are no refunds once you register. Please purchase with clarity and intention.
I have more questions. How can I reach you?
Email: [email protected]
