Awaken Your Inner Authority

An Online Retreat

Igniting the Inner Masculine

March 20 - 22, 2026 (core dates)

Reserve Your Spot

If you’re strong, self-aware and quietly exhausted from over-carrying … this is for you

Lead without tightening.
Make decisions without bracing.
Contribute without carrying everyone.
Stop being the emotional project manager.
Stop proving you can handle it all alone.

You don’t need more motivation.
You need structure that doesn’t cost your nervous system.

What Becomes Possible

When your inner structure strengthens, you no longer have to organize your life around tension.

• You make decisions without rehearsing worst-case scenarios.
• You speak without bracing for backlash.
• You stop managing everyone’s emotional state.
• You hold boundaries without over-explaining.
• You contribute without draining yourself.
• You trust your pace — and it holds.

This is what it means to build your inner masculine.

Not dominance.
Not control.

Structure.
Containment.
Steadiness under pressure.

You don’t become harder.

You become anchored.

The End of a 36-Year Cycle

1989: The Wounding

Saturn–Neptune in Capricorn | Gate 38 — The Fighter

In 1989, Saturn (structure, authority) met Neptune (illusion, dissolution) in Capricorn — the sign of systems, hierarchy, and the “father principle.”

Gate 38 — The Fighter — carries the energy of struggle for meaning.

Something collective fractured. The systems meant to provide stability were exposed as flawed. Institutional authority weakened. Faith in structure eroded.

The authority wound often looks like:

Distrust of leaders
Over-reliance on self
Chronic striving
Or spiritual withdrawal

An unconscious vow formed:

“I cannot rely on any outer authority.”

From that split emerged two adaptive strategies:

The Overachiever — prove, perform, outwork instability
The Withdrawn Intuitive — detach, retreat, distrust structure

2026: The Reset

Saturn–Neptune in Aries | Gate 25.3 — Innocence

Now Saturn and Neptune meet again — at 0° Aries.

Aries is identity. Initiation. Self-leadership. Gate 25 is the Spirit of the Self.

In 1989, outer authority dissolved. In 2026, the illusion of inner powerlessness dissolves.

The work is no longer fighting systems. The work is building internal structure.

Saturn asks for responsibility.
Neptune asks for alignment.
Aries demands action.

This is not about rebellion. It’s about becoming your own authority.

What This Means for You

This 36-year arc mirrors the life strategy of many in this community.

The Overachiever

You built strength through effort. You became competent, resilient, hyper-capable — but the engine was survival.

This retreat helps you shift from proving to leading — from bracing to initiating.

The Withdrawn Intuitive

You protected your sensitivity by stepping back from structure.

This retreat helps you bring your intuition into form — to initiate without abandoning softness.

Retreat Energy - Aries Equinox: The Fire Gathering

March 20 - 22 Transits - The Energy of this Retreat

The Sun enters 0° Aries.

That alone is a reset point.
It’s the ignition degree of the entire zodiac.

But this isn’t just the Sun stepping into Aries.

You’ve got:

Sun in Aries
Moon in Aries
Saturn in Aries
Neptune in Aries
Venus in Aries
Chiron in Aries

That’s not subtle.

That’s identity activation.

Aries is not reflective water.
It’s not analytical air.
It’s not stabilizing earth.

It’s fire.

And fire does three things:

Burns away hesitation
Exposes fear
Forces movement

What Aries Energy Actually Does

Aries energy asks one question:

Who moves first?

It doesn’t wait for consensus.
It doesn’t over-process.
It doesn’t perfect.

It initiates.

With Saturn there, this initiation isn’t reckless.
With Neptune there, it’s spiritually aligned.
With Chiron there, it exposes where you’re afraid to act.
With Venus there, relationships become the mirror.
With the Moon there, emotions are raw and honest.

This isn’t chaos.

It’s clarity through ignition.

The Channel of Initiation (25–51) Is Defined

Now layer Human Design on top.

Sun + Neptune in Gate 25.
Venus activating Gate 51.

The 25–51 Channel of Initiation is lit up.

That’s spiritual shock energy.

Not trauma shock.
Awakening shock.

It’s the lightning bolt to the heart that says:
“Enough waiting.”

This is inner masculine ignition.
Not domination.
Not hardness.

But spine.

Direction.
Movement.
Decision.

North Node Activation: Soul-Timed Action

Mercury and Mars conjunct the North Node in Pisces.

This means:

Conversations are karmic.
Action is aligned or exposed.
Avoidance becomes obvious.

And the South Node in Virgo says:
Drop the overthinking.
Drop the perfectionism.
Drop the need to get it “right.”

Aries doesn’t get it perfect.
Aries gets it moving.

What This Means for the Retreat

This isn’t a soft, dissolving weekend.

It’s an initiation window.

The energy supports:

Ending indecision
Claiming identity
Clean leadership
Acting without permission
Strengthening inner authority

What You’ll Receive

This retreat is structured, contained, and designed for integration — not overwhelm.

Live Immersion Sessions

12 live sessions (March 20–29)
~2 –3 hours each
Grounded teaching + guided application
Live Q&A and integration space

Replay Access

Full replay access for 14 days
Lifetime access

Support & Integration Practices

Daily sadhana guidance
Grounding and nervous system regulation practices
Support meditations for integration

Resources

Downloadable slides & reference materials
Guided worksheets for personal application (according to your Human Design Astrology Chart)

This is not information overload. It’s structured immersion — designed to build internal stability and practical integration.

△ Inner Authority Retreat

March 20 – 22, 2026

An Online Retreat

Retreat Rhythm
This weekend is a contained arc: opening → deepening → integration.
Structure without rigidity. Depth without overwhelm.

Friday — March 20

5:30 PM – 7:30 PM (PST) — Opening Circle

Orientation + intention-setting + entering the container. We name what’s completing, and what is ready to initiate.

Saturday — March 21

7:00 AM – 8:00 AM — Morning Sadhana

Gentle yoga to wake the body + Kundalini meditation + guided grounding.

10:30 AM – 1:00 PM — Live Session (Deepening)

A structured transmission + guided application. We work with inner structure, bracing patterns, and nervous system leadership.

2:30 PM – 5:00 PM — Practice & Integration

Somatic integration + guided practices to stabilize the shift (no performance, no push — just embodiment).

6:30 PM – 8:30 PM — Live Session (Consolidation)

Teaching + meditation + quiet consolidation. We close the day with structure and nervous system steadiness.

Sunday — March 22

7:00 AM – 8:00 AM — Morning Sadhana

Gentle yoga + Kundalini meditation + guided grounding (same rhythm, deeper landing).

10:30 AM – 1:00 PM — Live Session (Integration)

Integration + orientation. We translate what opened into next steps and clean action.

2:30 PM – 4:00 PM — Closing Circle

Completion + consolidation. Naming what’s shifted, how to hold it, and what to do next.

Post-Retreat Integration

Wednesday — March 25
4:30 PM (PST) — Support Meditation (Live)

Sunday — March 31
1:30 PM (PST) — Integration & Consolidation Meditation (Live)

Times are in Pacific Standard Time (PST).

🧭 Who This Retreat Is For

This retreat is for you if:

• you’re capable, high-functioning, and quietly exhausted from holding too much
• you’ve done the inner work — and now want structure, not more insight
• you’re ready to lead without bracing
• you want your nervous system to feel steady while you act
• you know the next phase requires clarity — not collapse

This retreat is not for:

• quick fixes
• identity reinvention fantasies
• endless processing without action
• outsourcing authority to someone else

It’s for women ready to build internal authority — and act from it.

Choose Your Access

Two ways to enter the container. Both include the full live retreat experience and integration support.

Lifetime Access

$249

Full access to all live retreat sessions
2 weeks of replay access
All meditations + movement practices
Two post-retreat integration sessions
Downloadable slides, PDFs, and audio recordings (lifetime access)

Reserve Lifetime Access

Standard Access

$199

Full access to all live retreat sessions
2 weeks of replay access
All core teachings + guided practices
Two post-retreat integration sessions

Reserve Standard Access

If you haven't received an email after registration - please contact me. Another e-mail will be delivered with full retreat access details.
This is a group container — no individual hot seats. The work is structured, somatic, and applied.

" Urges and impulses to control and keep busy have evaporated. Generational shame, the pain of unworthiness has dissipated. My body locked in tension and immobility have opened up and I feel peaceful. "

- Sexual Alchemy Participant

"The whole thing built upon itself in a very organized way so that ILLUMINATION flowed evenly and inevitably. Piece by piece my ‘wound’ felt attended to. Very elegantly, gently … the process of this retreat made clear the very moment my ‘rebel’ was created … This retreat was EXCELLENT for me."

- Father Wound Retreat

"What felt powerful was how clearly the space translated non-locally. Even from the UK, alone in my own environment, the field felt intact and strong. Being in my own home actually allowed my nervous system to settle more deeply, without social awareness or group energy to track."

- Closing the Circle Retreat Participant

"I honestly feel like I’ve broken out of a prison I held myself in for so long. What a miracle it is to hear the voice of my body and let the not-self mind move aside. My heart is full."

— Lilith Retreat Participant

"This retreat really cracked me open and I experienced the most profound spiritual awakening I have encountered thus far on my spiritual path. I felt energy move through my body and release blockages—some were painful, others were blissful. I have made peace with my father and even felt empowered to display his photo for the first time since he passed. My connection to God has transformed. I honestly feel that I have healed my Father Wound and found peace"

- Father Wound Retreat Participant

"I feel more grounded and in my power. The kriyas and breathwork have shifted something. I’m not playing small anymore to make others feel big. I finally feel like I deserve to take up space."

— Lilith Retreat Participant

"I am now confident that I am never too much. And that I will not entertain relationships that don’t have room for and appreciate all of me. I want to practice more and more being in the body consciously. The teachings give so much clarity and confirmation. This retreat has given me the permission to rise with or without the men in my life."

-Father Wound Retreat Participant

"I realized I had tied my food restrictions to spiritual starvation. I forgave myself. I started blessing my food. I started feeling desire again—for life, for nourishment. This retreat gave me that."

— Lilith Retreat Participant

"I’m feeling safe in my body—trusting it, rather than trying to manipulate it. My boundaries feel simple. My real self is becoming more clear. This is self-sovereignty. This is sacred."

— Lilith Retreat Participant

"These retreats continue to change my life. I feel inspired to follow my heart and trust my body. I’m learning how to live from my spine—not from fear."

— Lilith Retreat Participant

"absolutely LOVED loved loved the fusion of Kundalini Yoga Meditations with this work--it brought on such an opening and shift for me. I am forever indebted to you and the group. I adore group gatherings like this and know the impact we have on each other and the collective."

- Super Power Participant

"First, my sincere gratitude for the amount of love and caring and research you put into your teachings and guidance for those of us that have appeared for you."

Death and Dying

Frequently Asked Questions

Are the practices physically demanding?
No. The practices are accessible and modifiable. They are designed to work at the nervous system level — not through force or intensity. You may go at your own pace.

What if I’m sensitive or easily overwhelmed?
This retreat is structured to reduce overwhelm, not create it. Being in your own home allows your nervous system to regulate more easily. Many participants report going deeper precisely because they are not tracking social energy.

Is there a community component?
Yes. There is a private community forum available for reflection and connection. Participation is optional. This retreat is fundamentally a contained, solitary experience — supported by a collective field, not dependent on interaction.

Do I need prior experience with Kundalini, Human Design, or astrology?
No. You’ll be guided clearly. If you’re experienced, you’ll refine. If you’re newer, you’ll gain structure and orientation.

What’s the difference between a reading and this retreat?
A reading gives personal precision. This retreat builds internal structure through live transmission, guided practice, and integration across a contained weekend arc.

Do I need to attend live?
No. All sessions are recorded and uploaded shortly after. Attend live if you can. Use the replays if your rhythm requires space.

How long do I have access to the replays?
Standard Access includes 2 weeks of replay access. Lifetime Access includes downloadable recordings and materials you can keep.

What’s the refund policy?
Due to immediate access to the retreat space and materials, there are no refunds once you register. Please enroll with clarity.

I have a question before registering — how can I reach you?
Email: support@neutrinoastrology.com