Before a child has language, discernment, or a stable sense of self, the maternal field is already communicating:
This is who you are.
This is what is safe to express.
This is what earns love and belonging.
This is what threatens the bond.
The mother is the child’s first teacher of identity.
When she is conscious, she creates the space for the child’s true nature to emerge.
But when her unresolved shadow enters the bond, the child may begin carrying an identity that is not truly their own.
Sometimes the projection is painful:
You are too sensitive.
You are difficult.
You are selfish.
You are the problem.
Sometimes it arrives disguised as praise:
You are the strong one.
You are the good child.
You are the one I can always rely on.
You would never leave me.
Both can become prisons.
This retreat is an invitation to return to the original imprint.
To recognize where love became fused with obligation.
Where closeness became self-abandonment.
Where belonging required you to become someone other than yourself.
And to begin reclaiming the Self beneath the maternal projection.
△ MOTHER WOUND RETREAT
A Live Online Retreat
Retreat Rhythm
This weekend is a contained arc: recognition → release → reclamation.
Returning to the Self beneath the maternal projection.
6:30 PM – 8:30 PM PT — Opening Session
Entering the container. Orientation + grounding + opening the retreat field.
8:00 AM – 9:00 AM PT — Morning Sadhana
Gentle movement + meditation to open the body and stabilize the field.
11:30 AM – 2:00 PM PT — Live Session
Core teaching + embodied exploration.
3:30 PM – 6:00 PM PT — Practice & Integration
Somatic integration + guided practices to allow the deeper material to surface.
7:30 PM – 9:30 PM PT — Evening Session
Teaching + meditation + integration.
8:00 AM – 9:00 AM PT — Morning Sadhana
Grounding + integration. Same rhythm, deeper landing.
11:30 AM – 2:00 PM PT — Live Session
Teaching + embodied integration.
3:30 PM – 5:00 PM PT — Closing Session
Completion + consolidation. Naming what has shifted and allowing the retreat to land.
Wednesday — July 1
5:30 PM PT — Support Meditation (Live)
Sunday — July 5
2:30 PM PT — Integration Meditation (Live)
Times are listed in Pacific Time (PT).
" Urges and impulses to control and keep busy have evaporated. Generational shame, the pain of unworthiness has dissipated. My body locked in tension and immobility have opened up and I feel peaceful. "
"The whole thing built upon itself in a very organized way so that ILLUMINATION flowed evenly and inevitably. Piece by piece my ‘wound’ felt attended to. Very elegantly, gently … the process of this retreat made clear the very moment my ‘rebel’ was created … This retreat was EXCELLENT for me."
"What felt powerful was how clearly the space translated non-locally. Even from the UK, alone in my own environment, the field felt intact and strong. Being in my own home actually allowed my nervous system to settle more deeply, without social awareness or group energy to track."
"I honestly feel like I’ve broken out of a prison I held myself in for so long. What a miracle it is to hear the voice of my body and let the not-self mind move aside. My heart is full."
"This retreat really cracked me open and I experienced the most profound spiritual awakening I have encountered thus far on my spiritual path. I felt energy move through my body and release blockages—some were painful, others were blissful. I have made peace with my father and even felt empowered to display his photo for the first time since he passed. My connection to God has transformed. I honestly feel that I have healed my Father Wound and found peace"
"I feel more grounded and in my power. The kriyas and breathwork have shifted something. I’m not playing small anymore to make others feel big. I finally feel like I deserve to take up space."
"I am now confident that I am never too much. And that I will not entertain relationships that don’t have room for and appreciate all of me. I want to practice more and more being in the body consciously. The teachings give so much clarity and confirmation. This retreat has given me the permission to rise with or without the men in my life."
"I realized I had tied my food restrictions to spiritual starvation. I forgave myself. I started blessing my food. I started feeling desire again—for life, for nourishment. This retreat gave me that."
"I’m feeling safe in my body—trusting it, rather than trying to manipulate it. My boundaries feel simple. My real self is becoming more clear. This is self-sovereignty. This is sacred."
"These retreats continue to change my life. I feel inspired to follow my heart and trust my body. I’m learning how to live from my spine—not from fear."
"absolutely LOVED loved loved the fusion of Kundalini Yoga Meditations with this work--it brought on such an opening and shift for me. I am forever indebted to you and the group. I adore group gatherings like this and know the impact we have on each other and the collective."
"First, my sincere gratitude for the amount of love and caring and research you put into your teachings and guidance for those of us that have appeared for you."
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